Two Weeks.

So lots of things have happened the last two weeks that shouldn't have. I messed up so much and I know it. On top of it there are a lot of decisions that I have to make about a situation and it's weighing down on me very much. However, in these times, God is teaching me! Even though it's painful, I praise Him because of His grace. I get the chance to get molded more into who God wants me to be by GOD Himself!

"The end of a matter is better than its beginning, and patience is better than pride." ~Ecclesiastes 7:8

God is teaching me how to be patient. We all know the pains of this lesson- this life long lesson. I will never fully understand how to live out a patient life, but the joy of having a little more understanding now than a year ago helps me hope in Him.

I'm very confused. Not about who I am...I am God's. Rather, I am confused about certain decisions I have to make. Where does the Lord want me to go? What would He have me do? Who will He put into my life to encourage? Who will He put in my life to be encouraging? What will come next?

"Devote yourselves to prayer, being watchful and thankful." ~Colossians 4:2

"Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus." ~Philippians 4:6-7

"Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own." Matthew 6:34

Lord, please help me trust You more. Lead me in the way You would have me go. God, please teach me how to live, how to speak, how to think, and how to act according to Your Word. Holy Spirit, help me live for You as an example unto others- those who know You and those who are living in this world. Holy Holy Holy is the LORD GOD ALMIGHTY, Who was and is and is to come. Worthy are You for all the praise and glory. May Your will be done here on this earth as it is in Heaven. God, please help me to love You more. In Your Name, amen.